I want it !

I want this so badly. It's not super expensive and it's not super cheap too.. But the problem is how do I found it. Sigh! This is candy dolls cosmetic .

6:26pm It's Thursday !

It's been another day again .. This few days have been so tiring At school or even house. Dont know what the reason for ? But I know I'm not going to sick again right? Yea. I miss him like nobody business again . I think I'm not silly . Missing him is my right .yea I'm right i know .

12.9.12 Afternoon

I just found out that blogs is in phone apps. Lol I'm so outdated and lame. And I can easily spread all my feeling here again rather than twitter .. Twitter is not bad actually just because of the limit of the text is limited so it's not that convenient .

07:49pm. 2/5

In just a few second once i read. I wish that i can be blind in the few second. It's just like a thousand knife stab in my heart. Painful! Until I don't even know how to reply and so I didn't. It's not because of purposely but it is cause of my mind is blank.

>.< !!

I'm so easy to get jealous on something small or either just anything?  

Ouh yea I am ! I am easy to get jealous...

Sigh *

25.3.12

[ I'm whole day in red #shirt #short #hairband #sandal ]

Today evening cycling around house park..

and no miss too ,infront OT and Aroma Hotel...

Gonna stay one night there when out of electric in house one day.

That's what my mom told.hmm 

That's me !

Do you like my picture?

I hope you'll like it..

Got one more to share w/ you.:)

Memories

I suddenly recall back of this picture where's my friend ,Yan Cheng met her so-call sweet friend at sunway and gonna watch movie together with us after my work.. lol.. It's just funny when she dump him aside. That's what I thought back .

The only one weird there is him!

11.30pm 19.3

*but I can't make it

你去了哪里了?..等你等很久...一直在想你会去了哪里..头很痛啊..应该有不能睡着了..咳~

你生病了,要好好保重..不要乱乱跑出去了..在家好好修休养拉..hmm. 都在担心你..

9:16pm

认识我的人以为我很吵，

了解我的人以为我很疯，

只有懂我的人才知道其实我很忧伤...

:)

Couple of beer a night makes the mood better

-___-''

There's lot of time that I wana ring u up middle of night just to accompany me sleep together. But there's also many times that I'm not dare enough to wake you up or what.  many of things pop up in my mind that will maybe said or ans by u. Lastly, just awake till I'm tired,Hmm, sigh~ What a stupid me -__-

12:30

My fault ....




Goodnights.. Insomnia again...

:c

你知道么..我每次那么晚睡..都是为了等你的信息 :( 

HtfY

I care for everything you wrote..
Everything just everything..
I've no right to say anything , and i know it.
I have no privacy to express in other places except here.
I don't know whether you will see it or not but yet i'm still hoping..
I saw it and I'm jlouz with it.
But if what's in my mind is real then i will bless you...


I have no right , i have no right . no more right hoping that will be me..
I know it's almost gone . no more and no more.
One thing that make me really hate myself which is whatever before is fake, told by u.  
I'mnotworthit
*heartache


想忘记一个人还真是不容易/.\
明明想忘但却还是身不由己的去信息他/.\

:越想忘记你，但只会让我越想你

16.3.12 7pm

How are you today?
I know you're maybe not fine but don't know why..
Take care baa.
Don't get tired and have a good rest..
I'm annoying here. urghhh! hurmm.. kkk stop.

11.30 pm

I don't know why. Everynight or day, I will automatically did something when holdin my phone which is :

1. On fb
2. Slide to the right , search
3. Key in your name
4. View in *see whether you're in green light online

This is what I'm repeating everyday and night.  I don't want to get insomnia again tonight , please. I want sleep. But mind is scrolling and scrolling inside. For? Hmmm.       Heartache*

Goodnight peeps.  

imy...


ps: reallyhopeudntangrymeanymore

15.3.12 09:14pm

I have no idea how to arrange my posting due to too long no update and it's been a mess now.

So, I'm try to mix up all and talk one by one.

Al'right, Let's begin !

This is me ofcourse with a super light make-up on. Nice? hmm. I'm actually rarely out with naked forehead because i have a big forehead and i don't felt it's nice. -.-

*snap at my apartment 

Again ! the same time picture. my hair is getting long and long that time yet i don't really felt so.

During cny~ the day hanging out with friends.. I remember i've lose a lot that day in gambling with friends. 

I'M BROKE~!

*my curl doesn't last long as i didn't spray anything on it to make it last longer . -___-

A smile won't last long ..

Always cheer myself for everything..

Get everyone happy..But i'm failure int his case...

#The worse kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling

I don't know where I am that time. What I know is just I'm out with naked face and so my face looks so pale and sick. Uhhh! Ghost. 

Does it look like me? 

A nice new apps in phone which call #hairchange

My friend told that i look like horse in this picture. 

Do you think so?

My mum and I

Ohh~ I less take picture with my mum too. My dad is more than mum if wanna compare up.

It's so bright of me in this picture due to the big sunlight out there. Weather is so hot ,makes my face melt >.<

Everyone told me this photo of me look nice and sexy. 

Do you think that too? You like it ? I wonder what's your answer.

*happy with it if you gonna say nice too

Without 'smile' of me in this picture.

No mood to smile at all.

Why? Don't ask me why.. I'm just confused and frustrated

There he is .. He is Darren, my cute lil cousin brother. He very less back here since he staying in penang.

he no more scare of me + willing to take picture with me. 

Three of us .. My brother scare of him. scare of what bout the lil of him? hmm

He just scare to cuddle him even carry him up. such a shame. :)

Btw, he's cute that day with his sleeping bee pyjamas.

That's it what i gonna post today.

Do you satisfied? 

I hope you will like it and smile for what I have post up.

Hoping that my smile will bright you up..

Even wont also, I'm also hoping that my only smile may make u smile too

Appreciated :)

WTF !

JIAK SAII !!!!

Hiii

Look on my display picture on top . wow i tell first , that is not me of course. I just envy that girl 'meng qian' figure so i temporary display it up first since i'm not really for my own picture yet. Yea.. I'm so long never blog. It's getting dusty or maybe rusty. Anyway, I just get off from my first test in school and when i'm free I will get into blog again. See yaaaaaaaaaaa. Off for game :)

Opps before that, I will post some of latest picture up . :D

Mamamiya !

Ma Wishes in 2012?